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007: Made in America

2.28.25 End

Blog 006: Next

Feb. 15, 2025. It has been a long while since a blog entry. I’ve been so busy with life in its good and bad qualities. I don’t know. I am now on drugs and typing this. Legen… wait for it …dary. I miss her.


Blog 005: Blog

Feb. 3, 2025. Writing a blog isn’t the easiest thing in the world to be honest.  A new topic to talk about in depth and detail everyday, and sure, it’s your ideas, your thoughts, your experiences, but there’s always a certain expectation to be held to, even with an empty crowd. Will anyone ever really read these… will they think it’s stupid? And if they do read these, will my pieces be enough to grab their attention? Are these blogs all just a bunch of useless ideas that I find no other way to express them by other than blogging? Is my life interesting enough to even write about? Burp. Fuck it. 

What seashell she is calling from across the world, but she’s not afraid to die. The people all call her Alaska, between worlds, so the people ask her, cause it’s all in her mind, it’s all in her mind.

Day in The Life

Blog 004: Music

Feb. 1, 2025. Music. MUSIC. My favorite thing in the entire world is music, without music, I might not even be here, many people wouldn’t be here. Music holds significant emotional power in my life  because it can inflict and amplify a wide range of feelings. It has the ability to connect with our emotions on a deeper level than words, often bypassing rational thought and speaking directly to our hearts. Different melodies, rhythms, and harmonies can trigger specific emotional responses, from joy and excitement to sadness and nostalgia. Music can also serve as a form of expression, allowing individuals to display and share their emotions that might be difficult to articulate with just words or actions. Music’s emotional significance lies in its capacity to resonate with our personal experiences and to enhance our emotions. 

As for me, I’ve always loved rock music. Probably because my father always played it at any moment he good when I was a kid. Just like scents, music is often a placeholder for memories. If a song you haven’t heard since you were a kid plays, you may be overwhelmed by emotion and nostalgia.


Blog 003: Work

Jan. 31, 2025. Work is so chill and I listened to this a bunch of rock music from this girl and it was cool. We found out we listen to the same stuff. : ) what a nice day! : )

Cool

Blog 002: Isac

Jan. 30, 2025 Isac betrayed me today and I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive him. I just wanna cry.

Me crying with a cigarette.
Represents my Emotion

Blog 001: Shrooms

Jan 29, 2025. I think shrooms are a learning tool and a medicine in my eyes. The government keeps psilocybin illegal in most states but will sell drugs to us that do less work on your mental and physical wellbeing than shrooms. There is also no possibility for overdose on shrooms, just a really bad time with the largest risk being temporary psychosis for a few days or weeks. In my experience, shrooms give you a step back from your point of view in life and make you think and realize more about yourself than you would’ve thought existed within your soul. Every movement made on your body can be deeply felt and it almost feels like you’re watching yourself from afar performing these movements, seeing what they look like and how perfectly/smoothly/normally you’re existing. Shrooms also have a deep connection with the mind and universe, on shrooms you may discover a revelation that you think no one has ever thought of or experienced before, like the thought that love is the only thing we need, or that hallucinogenic entities are true gods and exist in another plane beyond our eyes looking through the normal light spectrum.

Shroom journey, in which I was approached by the spirit of man and the embodiment of Earth and shown the 7 levels of life. Atoms, Element, Organism, Earth, Sun, The Universe, and the Incomprehensible.